Saturday, October 12, 2013
In a corner, where to go now...
Now some of what I've done has been based upon "programming" of my youth, and other based upon some false assumptions about how things worked in this fucked up world. Regardless, I can't escape the simple truth that it all comes back to me. I can't rationalize anything out of that box - I painted myself into the corner - I was the only one painting - it was me, pure and simple.
So, the only thing to do is step up, accept the truth of the situation, and get on with what's left of my life. Because I've got maybe 20 to 30 years of healthy life left - even if I'm a fit 80 year old, there will be health problems to deal with - probably earlier than my 80th birthday.
The question is what am I going to do in the time between then and now. That's really the only question that matters for anyone.
Stay strong Brothers. Live, Learn, Lead.